Ever wondered how I felt? Ever wondered what I want to do in life? Ever wondered how your words and attitude not only annoys me but it actually hurts too? Have you wonder all this? Guess not. Why am I not surprised at all? I helped you out and not even a thank you? Do it yourself next time, really. I don't know what to feel anymore. It's been like this every single time, and your sorry really lost it's meaning cause you'll do it again eventually. If I make one tiny mistake, you dug up th past and tell me all my mistakes I've done last time. Yeah, there's no such thing as bygones be bygones to you huh. I guess every step that I take is really another mistake to you. You won't let me do what I want to do. Go on, control me more. I'm just a puppet on a lonely string isn't it? I look happy don't I? Yeah, but did you know I'm actually dying inside? Look into my eyes and you'll see sadness within me. Been telling myself it's gonna be a brand new day tomorrow but look, it's th same shit all over again. I'm sick and tired of pretending, tired of putting a mask over my face. But I guess you'll never know huh? It's okay, I'll keep everything to myself, cause my words, my say, means absolutely nothing to you. It's okay, really..