First and foremost, Happy 17th Birthday to this guy up here, you're one lucky bastard please remember that. HAHAHA. (okay was posting this post on 12th june and cause I didn't post this post on time so it just had to be 13th june so fuck it.)

Wanted to blog yesterday but I was too busy doing a video that I forgot about it and I just became lazy after that. HEEHEE. So on Monday, went to watch Furious 6 with Ms K, Shalini, Siew, Max, Yang, Louis and Teng. Bought movie ticket for Ms K for student price, :p. Planned to watch Now You See Me after Furious 6 but ended later than expected so it's okay. Walked around lot 1 since Ms K wanted to buy some things. After all that, went to UT. Teng complained so much in th train cause we took th train instead of bus to new court. HAHAHA. Yang and Teng changed, then went to pasar malam and Shalini went off home. 

Walked to new court and I don't know...... Maybe I'm just th unluckiest person on Earth or something cause I hurt my ankle. Yang started to step onto my slipper to make it come off, cause at Lot, there's this person who accidentally did it to me at th escalator and Yang just had to see it and laughed so hard. So he tried. And yup my slipper did came off, and he freaking took it away and ran away with it. >:( Did th same thing to him after I got back my slipper and his slipper didn't came off, and Teng just had to push Yang and Yang pushed me and I fell and I have absolutely no idea how I dragged Yang along so he fell on me, and again, no idea how, but he sat on my ankle. Everything happen like in a split second. HAHAHA. So I had to limp to new court. And Teng felt so guilty, :x.

Reached new court and lepak la watch them play, hehe. And it's like a lottttttttttttt of people 'till like one carnival. So we went all th way to old court to play there instead since it's too many people at nc. Had to limp there and Teng is so funny how he ran first across th road leaving me behind, HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA this kind of friend! Walked slow and steady, sighpie.

Left th court at around 10pm and off home. Had so much trouble going up and down th stairs, :(. Thank God Max, Teng and Yang were there for me and walked slowly with me. And this three tried carrying me too, crazy ah make my ankle worst cause it's too bumpy. But it was really hilarious like shit I can't even. HAHAHA. Reached ut, it's funny how Teng thought Yang's ringtone was a bicycle bell and he scolded Yang and we three just collapsed and laughed so hard at him. :p Great day spent. ;)

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick and tired of pretending that everything's fine when nothing is. Not even a single thing is fine. I'm tired of crying to sleep every night. If everything I do or say isn't right, then I might as well isolate myself. Why do I even exist in th first place. Sigh. Define happiness? Sometimes I don't even know what's th meaning of happiness anymore. It hurts so much but I'm so used to it, but then again it really hurts. It's like I'm mentally breaking down. I'm really blessed to have such awesome friends that could make me feel alive, tho I'm really dying inside. Right now, all I wanna do is just cry out loud and all I need is a hug, like really. Sigh.