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Chapter 162.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013, 8:35 PM

This is how I spent my I&E with them, :D. Retardedly cute is us. HEHEHE. So everyday have been pretty much hectic for me. Since I missed 2 weeks of school, I'm struggling so much right now, for all of my subjects. Sigh, what to do. There's so much to talk about, but I don't know where to start. Been having lack of sleep that I slept early yesterday. -_-

Ever since school started, all subject are like in alien language cause I couldn't understand a single thing th teacher was teaching. So I had to do my own revision and had to have consultation after school. But consultation for math? Hah, useless. I swear, I'm like obviously you should teach me from a-z, then what am I suppose to do right, own self study and still don't get it and pretend that I do? Ugh annoying why can't we have a better teacher instead of him. :/. POA, I'm depending on Yang Rui to teach me, hehe. Econs and Chemistry, uh... ya.... I'm basically screwed for that. :( If I fail Promo 1 Econs, I can say hello to Orientation'14! HAHAHA. Please eh no I want to get promoted and get out from this noob school as fast as I could.

Last week Tuesday, I didn't sleep at all before going to school th next day since I had to study for Econs, but it's no use cause I can't understand at all. Fml right. Studied whole night yet nothing goes into my brain, sighpie. So I decided to cheat on th day itself. At th end of th day, my marks are not counted so screw it, I stayed up for nothing! D: On that day I had Science practical exam too and Gabriel is so retarded, HAHAHA. Wanted to throw away th water in th beaker until kena my beaker as well and of course la break. Like wtf and we still can stone there looking at th broken pieces. And it freaking broke right in front of me. Thank God nothing happened to me except for some scratches and some tiny glasses all over my hand. Gabriel had a cut, sad for you boy. HAHAHA. And then th practical.................... Ugh I screwed up cause I was too sleepy and I can't remember what I memorised. My mind just went blank. What's worst is that it's th same questions, omg freaking wasted please, HAIS. Stayed up for like 40 hours and it's I was soooooooo sleepy. Extremely sleepy. Bleh!

Alrd planned that Vesak Day or th weekends I would sleep for one whole day just to replenish my sleep, but me Yang Jin Hui and Wei Qin went to farm mart on Vesak Day and study out during th weekends. Had a great day and an awesome first experience of fish spa! Went for lunch and was so pissed off at something, yep their trust in me is that low. :/. So pissed that I went to new court to watch them play bball, and waste some of my time before heading home. Getting to see th people I've yet to see for a long time makes me happy enough. Hehs. On th weekends, went to ut mac and Simp's house to study. So overall, I didn't get to sleep one whole day. :( Up 'till now, I'm still sleepy and tired since I really lack of sleep. Have been wanting to pon school and chao keng la, but then again 2 weeks of lesson is a lot alrd, can't afford to miss anymore right, sigh. Now I can't wait for June holiday, when I can finally get my sleep. That also after my KL trip then I can catch up with my sleep. Sobs. So I'm prolly getting all my sleep on th 5th of June next week oh fml.

Last Monday nothing much happened apart from me kept on raging to people, lessons per normal, then homed with John. After that went to TW Mac to study with tht noob, hehe.What else? Oh! Yesterday was prolly th best day of th week, I don't know, cause I love to bully John, HAHAHAHA. But it's also th most unluckiest day ever. Was sitting on a bench normally and I didn't know th bench wasn't stable. So th bench suddenly fall backwards sia I'm like wtf I almost died. Screamed at a high pitch that everybody looked at me, :(. Th bench fell and with that loud bang, and typical people would be "Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!" But thankfully there's this guy behind me helped me out instead of ooh-ing with th rest. Thank you so much. And me being diya, I injured my toes, lol how suey. Had PE yesterday and of course I still can't do any NAPHA cause my neck still restricted to turn around and such but I still wrote down my timing so I don't have to "retake", :P. So somehow I passed my NAPHA without doing anything, HAHAHA. Like a boss. Okay then after PE, played some tennis and basketball for awhile. Can't play too long cause my neck will get hurt eventually. Sad sia. Phone batt was dying cause I had to reply that noob at whatsapp so it drains my battery. Went to th canteen just to charge my phone and Zoe was there so we talked. Since had detention, stayed till 6 la. Was happily talking and gossiping, John came. And we made him feel so guilty with our sarcasm. HAHAHA. Like how I texted John at night and he replies only th night of th next day. I swear he's like th worst person to text. And he keep on emphasising on "women". Wah, guys. Tsktsk. And he have been showing his true colours towards me. I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE'S SUCH AN INNOCENT SHY BOY, BUT NOOOOOO, HE CAN BE SO MEAN. HAHAHAHA. So yesterday, I pretty much enjoy debating with him and annoy him. Salute him for able to withstand me. :P

Today, had my GP exam. Didn't had lesson but I had to go for I&E. Kai Jun asked me to bring laptop so I did, but look who decided to ditch us? Lol. Forget it. Gabriel another one, sigh. Been wanting frozen yogurt since like Monday and he alrd said we're gonna eat Sogurt after I&E yesterday, but look who decided to ditch us too and went for a movie?! Hais! So........ I didn't know what to feel, lol. I'm just thankful enough there's John Ain Zoe and Rex with me, so we camwhored. Literally did nothing for I&E cause we don't know what to do so we lepak. Left halfway through and went for lunch. Walden joined us too. When John kicked th cone, I can't stop laughing, like really. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Went to West Mall for lunch but I didn't eat cause I was still full. And I stared at John while he's eating to make him annoyed and awkward. HAHAHAHA. It's so fun to tease him. :x Home after lunch, took th train and I almost lose my balance cause... ya I don't know why ah it seems like I have no balance at all. -____- So I almost fell but act like nothing happened ah, HAHAHAHA. It was an interesting journey, hehe.

So now, I have to study for my POA test tomorrow, sigh 3 test sial how to study all three in one day hais, fml la why I have two weeks mc, zzz. Going KL on Friday night and come back on th morning of Tuesday. I really don't want to go but do I have a choice? No. Sigh. Waste of my time only. -_-" Plus, there's school on a Tuesday and I can't afford to miss it right, SO I HAVE NO CHOICE TO GO AFTER I GET BACK HOME UGH THIS IS SO TIRING. WHY CAN'T I JUST STAY HOME NOT THAT I WOULD DIE OR ANYTHING. -.- Hais forget it, I'm done blogging for today. Time to say hello to my POA. D: Enjoy th rest of th pictures. :p

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