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Chapter 157.
Sunday, April 28, 2013, 4:06 PM
Are you guys happy now? Are you? Have you thought about my feelings? Have you? Fuck, can you guys just stop it? Stop being so egoistic, what about me? Both are at fault, I don't care. It seems like I mean nothing to you. How can you just call someone a fucking animal? What would you feel if someone called me that? Why not talk things out instead of physical and verbal fights? Are you guys satisfied with yourselves right now? I spent half an hour locked myself in th toilet crying, why? Cause I'm so helpless. I can't do anything at that moment. Your ego controls you. What th fuck am I suppose to do? You make me feel like I'm wasting my tears. What if this affect my studies? My mood in school? What if I screwed up with school work because of you guys? Whose children isn't fucking depressed when their parents fight, right in front of them? It's like a mental breakdown for me. But I guess you wouldn't care anyway. Forever fight instead of talking things out. And then you apologise. What's th fucking point if your sorry means nothing? It will happen again eventually, I'm not even surprised. You make me go insane, you gave me so much pain. Was at th verge of running away yet I stayed. Ugh. Seriously, fuck my life. I shall ignore th both of you as for now. I don't want to hurt my feelings anymore. Yes, I got my own feelings. Welcome to my life. |