Chapter 128.

To Him I Just Can't Be True.
Life's rough. I don't want to live, but I must to. Why can't it be easy, just for once. I want to be happy instead, I want to have fun, be like other kid. I want th best moment of my teenage life. I love you, but do you? I keep getting blamed when I didn't do anything wrong. I'm innocent, yet no one believed me. I forgive and forget. I want everything to be perfect. I know, I'm such a burden for you. I'm imperfect, not like other kids, not like what you dreamt of. I wasted my tears on you every night. I tried, and I tried, yet I failed. I failed to please you. I failed to do everything. I know I'm useless. I'm sorry. Just for once, I want a day, to be perfect. Well at least, a-okay. Jeez. You wouldn't know how much you've hurt me. You wouldn't know how much I suffered. You wouldn't know how much pressure you gave me. It's only me against th world. Th world are just too cruel. I'm just a typical girl, who's living in this darkness. Gahh, I want everything to change like it was before, please..
xoxo.