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Chapter 89.
Saturday, October 23, 2010, 11:03 AM
Now I Need A Hug.I'm tired of everything. I need someone by my side right now. I need someone to understand me. I need someone to make me smile. I need a shoulder to cry on. I need someone to wipe away my tears. I need to smile. I need to cheer up. I need a hug. I need love by you people. I need attention. I need your concern. I need space. I need time. I need to grow up. I need to be matured. I need to act like I'm really 14. I need to stop being childish. I need to take care of other people's feelings. I need to respect others. I need to be a good girl. I need my twinnie. I need to study. I need to live. I need to be serious in everything. I need to stop hurting people. I need to stop being evil. I need to change. I need to be patient. I need to overcome this idiotic obstacles. I need to start loving myself. I need to stay away from certain people. I need to take care of myself. I need to learn how to appreciate what I got. I need to stop believing in miracle. I need to accept th fact that 11.11 are just plain numbers. I need to stop insulting myself. I need to be more useful for others. I need to stop doing idiotic things. I need to stop slitting, hurting myself. I need to do stuffs that are more useful. I need to love Science. I need to eat. I need someone to hug. I need to stop crying. But what's important is that, I need everything for a lonely girl to be happy. This just prove I'm not happy. ): I'll barely smile in school or anywhere else until I'm finally okay. ![]() xoxo.
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