As you can see, ive deleted my previous post. Im so stupid to mia and run. Haha, how dumb i am. Angel, idontcare if you hate me, idontcare if you vulgar me. I tried my best not to vulgar back. Yes, im at fault(: Did i hurt your feelings ? Yes i did. Thank god i didnt show my badside. Im sorry okay ? But if tht not enough, well idontknow what to do. Now, its up to your to forgive or not, but i bet you wont. You can leave me. It wasnt about th past. And even if cancel 'except rhyna' , i bet it will be th same. You would still be angry with me. I admit, i only know how to cause trouble. I thought after a day without cybers and think ALL my fking personal life problems, and solve it one by one, i'll get back to you. And im sure, by then, im more energetic, and hyper. But i guess all i did was making a fight. I cant pour it to you, cause its very personal. I have to face it by myself i suppose. Yes, i promise you, i wont disturb you anymore. When i cry, i wont run to you. I'll be a loner okay? I know youre glad. Do go on with your awesome life, without me.. I wont laugh with you, or even cry. I guess, memories are meant to be kept after all. Im stupid, im dumb, i suck, i hurt people feelings, i cant cheer you guys up. I dont see why you need me now. So yeah, im sorry. But i know it's not enough. All ive got to say, i cherished every moment with you, and i never ever fake smile or laugh just to make you happy. Yes, i do love you. Ive ruined everything, i wont get anything back. Yeahh.. And oh, if this makes you happy, i wont talk t rhyna too. Heh..