Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai! Holy crap it's been almost 3 months of not updating. Been busy(?) Kind of. Okay 90% lazy but bleh. This 2 months plus has been..... hectic. I guess. With promo 2 to focus on and stuffs, been going home late every time after school due to night study and hell I lost so much sleep. I'm just proud of myself that I didn't skip school like at all and survived. A lot of things happen like how me plus other 3 break into school in th middle of th night just for night study since we're late, haha. Since I changed phone, I don't have much pictures to post so this is like th only photos I have for now, lol. -_-
I like John's wallpaper, I mean look at tht dog omg damn cute please asdfghjkl. Promo 2 ended for me last Tuesday, and most of them ended on Wednesday. Can't help it but to rub on their faces hahahahahahahahaha. Sorry guise. :p I'm dead for Chemistry cause I didn't study. Hoping for th best for econs, I need it. A pass for Math and POA would be good enough for me. May th odds be ever in my favour. If I ever get promoted, damn it's gonna be a miracle. Yeah mentally prepared to retain, and go for orientation'14. :')
 Went to JE library for a movie marathon with John on a Thursday. Tried panorama shot countless of time and this would be th only pic that isn't distorted. Watched Zodiac and it's a waste of time, like seriously. Th ending sucks so bad I feel like flipping th table. Never ever trust ratings from th internet anymore. 4 and half stars ratings is too much for this kind of movie, damn. Watched a nonsensical movie afterwards and then John started playing his dead space, zombies everywhere asdfghjkl. Finally we watched Th Prestige which is like wayyyyyyyy nicer movie than Zodiac. Watched like 1/5 of it till th library closes. I complain so much saying we should watch this in th first place. aslkdjsdkfljsdklgjsdkfj *flipstable.
 This is John trying to take selfie but he suck at it. But oh well, he's John anyway, such a noob. HAHA.
So accompanied him till Queensway I think, before going back home. Reached home around 10 and just like that my day was well spent. Thanks for th day.

"..that's why I always protect the friends that I do have."

Sigh, I hope, everything will get better.

First and foremost, Happy Belated Birthday to Daniel Wong! You're th only one I know who would let me starve to death, HAHAHA. Welcome to th 17s! Okay haaaaaaaaaaai, it's been a week since I last update. There's nothing much to update anyway and I didn't had my mood up till now but I shall be optimistic like I used to. I realised life's short, too short to even be sad. I mean, tho problems comes to you, one day it will be okay. Everything will turn out fine. So yes, I'm gonna be that happy girl tho I'm dying inside, at least I'll still be happy on th outside. Plus, I have my best people in my life, my happy pills, what can possibly go wrong right? Hehe. ♥

Had my Math exam last two days ago and I was lucky to meet Simpson at traffic light and he also going to Bukit Batok so I went to school with him. He bought me ice cream but it's fasting and it's awkward to eat in public tho I'm not fasting so he ate two ice cream, HAHAHA. Since I'm early, I waited for his friends to come and talked and talked and he being retarded with his ice cream, HAHAHA. First time I see PJC student being so retarded with 2 cones of ice cream, HAHAHA. His friends didn't come in th end so he had to go alone. I was almost late for exam but I'm glad I didn't. I screwed up my Math cause I didn't study. I don't feel like studying anymore cause th exam are too draggy. Yeah that's my problem. Hahaha but oh well just hope for th best. If I could even just pass, I'll be happy enough. I think I could just sign up for orientation'14. Hahaha. Also, I almost got knocked down by a car and I swear it's so scary that I became more careful when crossing th road now. Last exam tomorrow and it's econs, hais. After exam, might go for a movie with th mi usuals but I doubt there will be movie anyway since nobody replied. Feels like everybody's changing, zzz. Ah shall just see la what happen, har har har.

Had a birthday surprise for Daniel yesterday and it's kind of a fail one since Daniel knew and expected that. He even said we shouldn't live in this world cause we don't know how to plan. Wah, I threatened him to smash my cake at his face, but I didn't. And guess who started smashing cake at my face, yeah, Daniel. Who's birthday is this again? HAHAHA. When he said nobody celebrate with him, I'm all like at least we're here okay, I don't even have a celebration so please be grateful. >:(. And I talked a lot with him yesterday and I feel good somehow, having to have long conversation with someone after a long time. Oh yeah I forgot to mention, since we used th candle that keeps relighting, we almost burn down th cake cause th fire was so big, HAHAHAHA. So hilarious I can't even.

Went to mac at around 11pm and Daniel been dying to have ice cream so me and Daniel went to buy. They said there's no chocolate ice cream and we have to go down. Daniel was being a drama queen yesterday and he went "WHY NO ICE CREAMMMMM, WHYYYYY?! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!" And I'm like "yes Daniel Happy Birthday to you let's go down, *drags him away." Lucky th lady at th cashier was nice and friendly, HAHAHA. So we went down, and there's no ice cream either, so Daniel started his drama again, but th person didn't see his reaction so Daniel walked away. Walked slowly around Yew Tee MRT with his swag walk before heading back to Mac. Then we went again to th counter and ask if there's any other ice cream and there is. So we bought four vanilla ice cream cone. Daniel even ask if there's candle, HAHAHA. Since there isn't any candles for him, he asked for more swirl and th lady really did gave him more, HAHAHAHA. Lepak at macd while playing some games and th loser had to put salt at their ice cream. Yeah worst ice cream I've ever had. Substitute salt with sugar cause th salt is just so ugh. HAHAHA. Lepak, eat ice cream, take pictures and walked to yew mei condo to sent WQ off. Then took 307 home with Yang, and Daniel walked back home. Great night spent, been awhile since I feel this alive, really.

Homed at 12.15pm like that and I almost fell at th bus, and Yang is there laughing to himself and told th whole world about it, HAHAHAHA. Must really learn how to balance myself on a moving transport like seriously. John texted me randomly suddenly and he was so weird. He made my night as well, HAHAHA. It's great to have friends like this who texts randomly tho they have nothing much to say or ask. And he's th only one who noticed how down I was when I thought nobody would notice cause I don't really show it when I'm outside. Yeah, feel so blessed to know him. :'). Oh and Saifur too, he called just to ask if I'm okay after Math paper after him seeing me walking alone to BB. How sweet of them two. ;) I guess this post ends here, so yay, updated!

You know what's sad? Sad isn't it when some people easily forgets old friends when they have new ones. Must accept th fact that people come and go huh? Sigh.

Let these photos explain how I'm feeling right now. This is why I love tumblr cause it's so accurate. Bye.

"Why? Why is this so accurate? Am I too late? Yeah maybe I am, isn't it? I don't know, you're too confusing to understand. I don't know your feelings anymore. Cause when I finally fall for you, you're not there to catch me anymore. And that kind of hurt.When I say I'm waiting, I'm really waiting, I don't know why I still do, but I am. I guess, people change and feelings fade huh?"

Hello July! I'm taking a break from studying POA to update my blog, yeah pretty much sick and tired of studies like for now. Hahaha, bleh. Updating my blog from my phone so pardon me for any typos. Tomorrow's my POA exam, no idea how I'm gonna do it but I hope everything turns out well. Meeting Yani tomorrow too to pass her my polaroid camera since she needs it. Chemistry exams is in 6 days time and I'm pretty much screwed, lol. Cause I have yet to start to study chemistry properly and it's my weakest subject for now. Ugh, so annoying. Due to th hailstorm last time, our school is pretty much destroyed somehow, so they extended our exam days. No idea if it's a good thing or a bad thing, sheesh. Exams could have ended by 9th July but nooooo, it has to end on 15th July, sigh. I just want to get it done and over with. But it's good tho since I have more time to study. May th odds be ever in my favour.
Yesterday, I had a great movie date with Max, Yang, JinHui and WeiQin. Everybody kept on wanting to watch different movie but we all ended up wih Monster University. I swear, I love that cartoon cause it's so hilarious that we laughed so hard in th cinema. HAHAHA. Walked around Lot to waste time and Max is forever putting his hand on my shoulder for support, yeah you're welcome Max, HAHAHA. Also, I really think that I need to study Chinese language now cause they are forever talking Chinese with me, meanies. :( WeiQin left halfway, and we continued walking to bus interchange. Bullied Yang by stepping his slipper and he get his revenge on me till I fell. This kind of person, deserves a slap, so.... I did slapped him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry, but I'm not sorry, :p. We kept on imitating actions that we see from Monster University in public which really made my night cause it's funny. :x

Sat at bus interchange while waiting for 307. Talked and talked and bullied Max and talked and purposely made Max and JinHui missed their bus thrice so we could spent more time together, HAHAHA. Once th 4th 307 came, we let them go. So me and Yang waited for them to board th bus, hoping they would looked back and wave at us, but guess what, they didn't! >:(. So we were like it's okay we'll wait at th traffic light just to wave at them, we even missed th green light just to wave at them, and yet they were talking to ea other, living in their own world, not noticing us. Yang was like "Wah I damn angry now, lemme call Max and scold him." So I was like "Put in on speaker!!!!!!" Once Max picked up we scolded him and shouted at him then I realised everybody was looking at us then we were like silently laughing so hard that I can cry at that moment. It really looked like we are breaking up with our bf/gf that people are staring at you, HAHAHAHA. Green man lights up and we quickly crossed. Embarassing yet.... yolo. HAHAHA. Walked home and we had to go to our separate ways. We were like separated by a road so me and Yang talked across th road shouting, what's worst is that I can't see him cause there's a bus blocking my view. All we said was like, "What? What? What?!?!?!" I laughed so hard I almost bang into a random guy, HAHAHA, and what's funnier was when Yang said he shout and people thinks he talks to God, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wtf. I really love nights like this where I'm really happy, spending my time with my you; my loved ones. Thanks for th night after th rough times I had to go through for th past few days. ♡♡♡

"I'm captivated by you bby like a firework show, ♥" #np.